I’m sick of this.
I finally told Michael that he’s the only thing that makes me want to stay here. I’m so afraid of losing him. I’m terrified. I told him if he realizes he doesn’t want to be with me while I’m gone then he should do it soon. And then he told me he didn’t ever want to lose me. He said that I’m his world and that he couldn’t imagine letting me go. I...
I think the real reason I want to go to California is to run away. It’s as close as I can allow myself to stay. I want to change. I want change. I need it. Everyone keeps saying I can’t leave cause they’ll miss me. I can’t stay or I’ll suffocate. I wish everyone realized that. I wish it were easier, but it’s just not. I can’t stay here much longer. I...
Joss Is My Hero
“All I ask is this: Do something. Try something. Speaking out, showing up, writing a letter, a check, a strongly worded e-mail. Pick a cause – there are few unworthy ones. And nudge yourself past the brink of tacit support to action. Once a month, once a year, or just once…Even just learning enough about a subject so you can speak against an opponent eloquently makes you an...
I don’t dream about him anymore. I haven’t in a long time. And I love it.
Michael Better Keep His Promise
Because I want to go to Italy. And he promised he’d take me. So he better. Or he doesn’t really love me. And that’s that.
I've Lost All Faith In Humanity
On Tumblr, I saw a pretty pretty picture with a quote that said, “You have enemies? Good. That means you stood up for something once in your life.” - Emminem. You know who said that Tumbling community??! DO YOU?! It was Winston Churchill. Who is not Emminem.
I’m presently attempting to apply at Eternity Bible College in Simi Valley, California. Eternity is the only college I’ve consciously considered. It’s the only place I’m the least bit interested in. Right now the website won’t let me sign in or something and it’s frustrating to say the least. I’m really excited for this part of my life to be over and for...
I miss having passion.
I had the worst New Years ever. The end.