June 2011
14 posts
Weird Dream Last Night
Where I apologized to Kristen. And then everything was cool.
And when I woke up, I didn’t care anymore. About any of it.
It was weird.
Dear Entire Human Race,
You know as little as I do.
K...
I’m kind of sick of everything.
Can I be in California now?
What I Want To Say:
I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
Take me back. Take me back.
I take it back.
I love you.
What I Am Saying:
The Cycle:
1. I’m fine.
2. Meh.. I wonder if I could just text him to see if he’s okay.
3. No, I’m sure he’s fine. Talking to him would make it worse. He’s fine. He has to be fine.
4. Then what am I supposed to do? I feel so alone. I miss him.
5. I miss him.
6. I miss him so much.
7. I can’t handle this. I miss him too much.
8. That’s it. I’m calling...
Here Goes:
See, I did this thing where I broke up with Mike because he doesn’t believe in God and I just can’t keep acting like that’s not going to be a problem later.. So I did it. And I know it was the right thing to do but I also know that there’s this giant pain in my chest that keeps randomly presenting itself like a reminder. It says, “Hey, remember how much Mike means to...
You See
The problem is that I know I CAN do this.
But I also know I don’t WANT to.
And that’s the hardest part.
I Broke Up With Michael
And I’m acting strong, but right now, I just feel like crying.
